Feel for Kai

I can not say I was a healthy kid when I was growing up. At the age of 7 I started to have asthma attacks 3 to 4 times a year. I also could not do much physical activities. Because of that, I longed for strength, health, and inhuman like physical abilities. I prayed many times asking God to help me to be healthy as guys at my school. I thought that God will one day come to me and tell my body to get better and never get sick again. But he took good care of me in different way. He gave me Christian parents to begin with, gave a heart that enjoys his creations, friends, Heather and three boys, my life, and etc. This list is almost endless. I can even say thank you for giving me asthma. I can not imagine how I would be like if I was totally healthy and strong. I don't think I could see God in that kind of life. I am really selfish prson but my physical weakness is helping me to depend on God more and see my weaknesses and strengths. However, it is heart breaking when I see Kai having asthma attacks. Hope he will grow out of it soon.